Traversing the Fantasy is a phrase from Slavoj Zizek that I have used to conceptualize my existential struggle to dance along the tightrope between Fantasy, Desire and Reality in hopes of experiencing radically real, transformative chance encounters. [i.e. this is a documentation of such encounter]
in other words:
I am swept up in events that shatter my understanding of reality. I am unraveled by the extraordinary every day. I am experiencing an excess of living. I am seeking new ways of thinking, being, acting and moving through my world. I revel in humanity. I am sometimes not sure what is real and what is a dream. I am sometimes not sure if I am a human being or just the ideas in my head.
And I have learned that self-creation is the key to STAYING ALIVE